I want to thank you all for your thoughts. On the way to my ultrasound, I was thinking about how different everything feels this time around. Part of it, I’m sure, is having g. The other thing is that I have this space and the amazing support that it provides. I understood that it would make a difference but I couldn’t understand just how much until I really tested it out.
I was surprisingly calm yesterday leading up to the scan but once I was on the table and she started to move her wand around I started to feel my palms sweating and hear my heart beating inside my ears……..no wait, that’s not my heartbeat, it’s…………!
One heartbeat found. Big, wonderful relief. However, the measurements showed him/her to be about a week behind. That might be ok, considering I figured I must have ovulated late but it feels a little later than it should.
I guess that we now have something to talk about, both good and bad, but really there is still nothing to do but wait and wait and wait.